Saturday, July 17, 2010

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

This is a vent post. You can ignore it, if ya like.
Tomorrow I increase my dose of Lamictal again. Which means I'll have 2-3 days of uncontrollable yawning.
HURRAY.
Not really.
Today though I feel very weird. Like I'm cycling between hypomania and depression. As I'm typing things and farting around on the internet, I feel energized, inspired, jumpy and excited. Then I pause for a minute, or reflect on how I'm not happy about my digital art (stupid, I know - I've been doing digital all of 2 weeks) and I feel overwhelmingly depressed. And then I snap back to feeling giddy - all within minutes.
Which is FUCKING ANNOYING.
Ugh.
So yeah. That's been my morning.
Awesome.

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